"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"



INCREASED URGE FOR MOVEMENT


This phase feels like the never ending phase of my life. Planning for the future is a part of our lives, but when some things actually stop working even after these various plannings and trials we lose hope. This pause has actually made me think about those failures and increased my urge to move on in every aspect. Living in my house after three years for so many months actually helped me think over so many things in various aspects and also this time helped me explore and learn more about myself. This urge to move on with the good things and forget about the bad is a lesson which I learnt and tried to apply, but the urge for movement, to travel, to meet new people has heightened in every way and still fighting this urge for so many months due to the situation around has made me more patient in life. Everyone in this world has contributed to inspire me in every way. Be it the online session with professors or vlogs of the travellers or stories of the patients or problems of my friends all these things have made me feel privileged in every way and made me feel good about myself. In these months the world acted as a self- help book for me where in everyone had a chapter to tell. These learnings still couldn’t resist my urge to move, to go far away from the chaos and this time alone. Being around people is what I have started to avoid, travelling alone is what I crave for. These 8 months have taught me, changed me which usually happens with us as we live, but the way I have seen myself transform in these months is what we actually don’t witness it often, the change becomes a subconscious part of our mind. This virus did not only affect people physically but it also affected people mentally. But still, people living in my world have spread positivity which helped me help others in many ways. At the end, what matters is I was capable of helping someone and also positively fighting my own battles.

After an immense yearning for family time

was fulfilled through the lockdown,





the longing for unfamiliarity started peaking in.

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"


LONGING FOR NEWNESS


Unfamiliarity triggers new thoughts, creates new renderings of the self and as much as familiarity may feel comfortable, unfamiliarity creates an excitement, a boost to discover and reinterpret. Personally, this started becoming more apparent as the online semester began. The craving for new conversations and discussions was unconsciously fed. Through the allied design vertical studio, we connected with a new set of people and started rediscovering and reflecting on ourselves while we were trying to get to know the other/the unfamiliar. In terms of productivity, the mutual sharing of thoughts, ideas, concepts definitely proves far more responsive than isolated working methods. The need to gravitate towards a certain person or group of people grows on you after being with yourself for 5 months. During the third month into the lockdown, I would often express the need to meet someone new, not only to establish a new relationship, but to experience the ‘process’ of knowing each other.

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"


"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"


REMINISCING SCHOOL DAYS


Most of us crave to experience school days again which is highly impossible once we pass out. My younger sister is in 9th std in the same school where I studied. Due to covid even schools shifted to virtual platforms. So when my sister started attending school virtually I got to experience and witness few teachers and their teaching again. Obviously the atmosphere of school was missed but it was nice to hear them all. Me and my school friends would gossip and share our school memories which was a refreshing experience in itself. I think it was because of the virtual medium which covid forced us to use, made it possible to reminiscence school memories.


"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"

"How do we understand mourning when the event is yet to end"