DELICATE DISOBEDIENCE

 

Refusal of the given — to cause to give, to break down, collapse, give way. Undo so that one might begin anew. Deviate intent. Swerve of function. Material misdirection of how things are. Cut a crooked path. Set off course. Imbalance. Unsettle. Delicate disobedience. Quiet refusal to fit the existing mould. Generate surplus. Operate in excess. Or wilfully fall short of the established standards. Fail to conform. Act with gentle impropriety. Instigate irregularity. Invite imperfection. Harness the (im)potency of the wrong or wry. Bend the rules, softly, with care. Yet the pledge of care can soon shift towards that of management, towards a taking-care of which can all too easily become control. Consider the proximity of care and cure. Thin is the line that differentiates the potency of the uncontrolled or uncontrollable from the impotency of that which lacks control or power.


From Emma Cocker, How Do You Do? (Nottingham: Beam Editions, 2023)