LEAN INTO THE UNKNOWN

 

The cadence and rhythmic pacing of conversation — the tempo of speech, its pitch and intonation — can often be of rising and falling, of dipping and peaking. Excited acceleration. Hesitation. Deliberation. Syncopation. Abbreviation. Words dropped. Omissions. Repetitions. Sentence incompletion. Disregard for punctuation. Hurried utterance. Syllabic glides and slurs. In the liveness of conversation, words can slip and spill into existence. Thought can be conjured in the event of its utterance, verbalised at the point of thinking leaning into the unknown. Bodily lettering. Tasting of words. Language caress of the tongue. Phonemes felt against lips, exhaled on the breath. Yes, it can be difficult to shape experience into words. Language can often seem too stiff or rigid. Like the body, language may also need to be stretched and flexed. Language can be exercised akin to lungs and limbs. Cultivate one’s agility in speech as much as action. Nurture one’s endurance for working out with words. Allow for vulnerability and embarrassment, the experience of struggling with, of stumbling or falling over one’s words. Over and over, turned up and inside out, language can be rolled around in the mouth until it starts to yield or give. Words can be pressured until they begin to arc and fold. Akin to the body repeatedly falling, language might be generated from within fall-like circumstances. Practise linguistic falls.

 

From Emma Cocker, How Do You Do? (Nottingham: Beam Editions, 2023)