A final addition, regarding my connection to this music and Arvo Pärt, is after spending a decade on virtuosic music, mainly focusing on the technical aspect, I have neglected the spiritual element. Both in the music I was indulging and creating myself. This made me realise that, the core idea that was missing from me as an artist was the spiritual element and discovering has made it easier for me to connect back. Learning more about this school of composers helped me realise that there are stories to be told, without the necessity of involving virtuosic elements, or putting a different meaning to the word. To me, in most cases, playing a single note (or even knowing/deciding) what to play after a deliberate silence is more difficult than playing a difficult and technically challenging passage. Holy Minimalism and music of Arvo Pärt made me think about what was not there and the value of one single element.
I do have a special connection towards the sacred minimalist school. Especially the composer Arvo Pärt, which I will be anaylsing in detail in this thesis. Coming from and being focused on atonal and serialist educational background and interest, at some point I hit a brick wall regarding creative output. A similar crisis that the composers mentioned above also had. I was not contend with my own compositions and the music that I used to listen to was not enjoyable anymore. After a period of searching, I have discovered that Arvo Pärt has also went through the same journey, not creating for almost 10 years in the middle of his career made me connect with this style of music. He spent years studying Medieval and Renaissance music to discover his own voice. I have discovered the same path through his and some other music, concept of silence and philosphy to apply to my own music to find my own voice.