How much can an object you use daily become a part of your body, character, view?

How much personal value can something inanimate have in your life?


Is it love or is it some sort of a need you have for this certain object.

Those are mine questions lately, my questions to a hat that I have been wearing for nearly eleven years now.

I am exploring our relationship, connection and possible separation while using different mediums and methods. 

One of my goals is to explore theatre props such as hats giving characters to their wearers or spoken dialogue to an inanimate object in a form of performance or play.

my hat to me:


why do you leave me in the closet

when your hair starts to look okay

i think that you should take me

what if you ruin them again, today

maybe i am just an accessory 

for when you need me

but when you dont

there is no excuse, no ''HAT I AM SORRY''

you always just do what you want






you should know,

that you know me more than I would like,

but I allowed you to do the hike

to do the hike on my head

and I would not let anyone to do so instead

me to my hat:


thank you for keeping my secrets safe

until the wind blows really hard 

and I am trying to cycle against it

but i do not blame you for flying away

it is, honestly, my favorite part.

you are a protection 

from my own reflection

 in the mirror

you are my hiding place

sort of tight but safe embrace

 from of the curious eye