In the course of this research, I’ve gone back to my roots, revisited ballet, and gone deeper into my origins and my knowledge, coming through with an innovative choreographic method. Daring to search for new ways of bending classical form, I find myself at the beginning of a choreographic path combining my analytical voice with the poetic. Through the method, I have found a voice that offers possibilities for narrative to emerge through the deeply embodied knowledge acquired over decades of dancing and investigating.
I anticipate using this method in future creations and workshop formats to transmit tools for movement generation through groove. My work in this context is geared toward professional dancers and dancers and choreographers in professional training programs. I see the possibility for deepening the research through sharing, receiving feedback, and gathering knowledge from many dancers in varied contexts.
The sketch of the tree in its full format is missing some leaves as well as the top and beyond. I find myself at the beginning of discovering the potential of revisiting ballet through groove by sensing and expressing the connections. At this moment, I sense that I need to let go in order to grow to the full potential that is within me, where I can take my place in the working and artistic field of choreography. There is an emergent power simmering up within me that will allow me to complete the sketch, one step at a time. Or rather, one moment at a time. For this, I first need to take the time to be within my full potential.
I sit here, closing in on a two-year journey. Feeling as if I was just at the beginning, but with a new level of depth, of knowledge, of confidence. I am strong, rooted, and ready to fly. Flying to gain new perspectives, to let go of ties, to find new horizons, new landing zones. Continuing with the wish to belong, I find myself sensing a departure, and I can say that I am rather at peace with planting new roots, knowing that the roots left behind are never fully lost. A place where I can occupy the space that I need. I am surprised by this outcome, it isn’t a period, it is a semicolon or the end of a chapter rather than the end of the book.