INSPIRATIONAL SOURCES

STARTINGPOINT SOLO RESEARCH

QUESTION?

SERIES ABOUT SERIE KILLER "JEFFREY DAHMER" 

HOW HIS UPBRINGING EFFECTED HIS BEHAVIORAL PATTERNS

HOW DOES THE PAST INFLUENCES PEOPLE?

TIMELINE DIRK'S CLASS

VISUALIZING PAST, CURRENT & FUTURE

NEW QUESTION

VISUALIZATION OF MY TIMELINE GAVE ME INSIGHT ON MY QUESTION

INSIDE MY TIMELINE

= THE TITLES I GAVE TO THE 3 AREAS STOOD OUT

CHILDHOOD (Area 1)

= HAPPIEST, MOST EXCITED TIME

 

TEENAGER (Area 2)

= DARKEST, LOWEST POINT

 

CURRENT (Area 3)

= FINDING BALANCE INSIDE DISBALANCE

CHILDHOOD (Area 1)

= as a child, I was Playful

= as a child, I perceived the world as a Playground 

 

TEENAGER (Area 2)

= as a teenager, I experienced Downplay

= as a teenager, I perceived the world as a Play


CURRENT (Area 3)

= as now, I like to be Playful yet I experience still Downplay

= as now, I like to see the world as a Playground yet I experience still the world as a Play

WHAT DO THESE 3 AREAS HAVE IN COMMON?

"CARRYING THE WORLD ON YOUR SHOULDERS"

PLAYED BY

DOWNPLAY

HEAVY FEEL

PLAY

PLAYING WITH

PLAYFUL

EXCITEMENT FEEL

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A PLAY

A PLAYGROUND

QUOTE: "LIFE FEELS LIKE A PLAY"

FACIAL EXPRESSIONS

ACTING, PLAYING A ROLE

ENTERTAINMENT

QUOTE "THE WORLD FEELS LIKE A PLAYGROUND"

PLAYING GAMES

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PLAYFULNESS AND ENTERTAINMENT SIDE

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HEAVI AND PRESSURED SIDE

= PUPPET

 

PLAYING WITH/PLAYED BY

= MANIPULATION

LINKED TO = STRINGS OF PUPPET

 

FREEDOM/NO RULES

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PHYSICAL RESEARCH?

PUPPET

STRINGS/ROPES

FACIAL EXPRESSIONS

EXCITMENT FEEL

 

PRESSURED FEEL

OFF BALANCED FEEL

FREEDOM/NO RULES

ATTACHED/DEATTACHED

CONNECTION/MANIPULATION

IN RELATION TO 3 AREAS

CHILDHOOD/TEENAGER/CURRENT

TENSION

 

HEAVINESS

LOOSENESS

QUALITIES

ENTERTAINMENT

PUPPET HANDS 

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STRINGS/ROPES

STRINGS/ROPES

STAND FOR MANIPULATION

= PLAYED BY

= PLAYING WITH

IN RELATION TO CONCEPT
PLAYING WITH/PLAYED BY

MEANING STRINGS/ROPES

= THE CONNECTION BETWEEN ME AND MY PAST

= THE BAGGAGE OF MY PAST THAT INFLUENCES ME AND MY VIEWS

 

DEEPER MEANING

= THE CONNECTION BETWEEN ME AND A PERSON

= THE BAGGAGE OF THAT SITUATION THAT INFLUENCES ME AND MY VIEWS

PERSON IS NOT PRESENT IN LIFE

LEADS INTO THE QUESTION

WHAT HAPPENDS WHEN THE STRINGS DETACH?