I don’t know when a thesis begins, but I hope it ends somewhere. For Episodi, I've prepared "What’s it like?" – a juxtaposition of plans, thoughts, desires, and concerns. I suspect you will find contradictions I might not be aware of, and there are many choices left to make. Indeed, while I hope this exposition will help me throughout my thesis, I'm not trying to come to terms with my shortcomings, at least not yet.