Exposition
Mammal Mammilla Mamma (2025)
Lotus Rosalina Hebbing
About this exposition
Thesis of the Royal Academy of Art, The Hague, 2023.
BA Photography.
Mammal, a vertebrate animal that was nourished with the milk from the mother when it were young.
Mammilla, nipple of the mammal.
Mamma, where are you.
At the age of twenty, Lotus Rosalina Hebbing had always lived in the city until an unannounced occasion occurred and her parents bought an old farm in the northern part of the Netherlands. There were gargantuan fields embosoming the house. On her visits, Lotus obtained a curiosity for witnessing the growth of crops, but also the demise of the beasts. It couldn’t be coincidental; the amount of times she encountered a dying critter. It fascinated her how she felt identically fallen out of control as the birds that smashed against the windows; an unwillingly lonesome surrender to the external. The carcasses became her comrades and if their bones were to defy the decay, she could find solace in the fecundity of the plains and revive from the objectifications that were pasted onto her by the hum of the city.
A few years later, a collection was made from the occurrences on these acres and contorted to the tale that is bound to fall out of tune. It follows a character known as ‘She’. It has been a long time since She tasted the comfort of her mama’s milk. Attempts of holding onto her childhood were only futile and so She decided to flee to a farm at the end of the world, with the persisting premonition to come near that same milk again. On her expedition to a substitute for alleviation, She encounters sweltering saps, suck stoppers and restless traps. Her observations enjoy fleshly connotations. The head does no longer bother to keep secrets, just like life isn’t hidden on these flatlands.
On her adventures, She invents lullabies that her disappearing mother could have sung to her. There is a suggestion of ambivalence in these songs. Their essence is to lull the awake to distant lands of sleep, but it interprets as a damaged dream. The traces lead back to scapes of sorrow where a melancholic melody alarms what was lost along the way and led to inevitable incompleteness.
A sweet sadness covers the blankets that await. The repeating rocking motion of the lullaby reminds of the tender arms that once were wrapped around her, now forever twisted out of shape.
Fantasized folklore, hysteric nostalgia and shriveled youth meet in the remnants of a music box. The work is making a plea to leave the modern cities, where objectification by surrounding eyes constantly influence the development of the teenage persona, and find consolation in remote lands to discover limitlessly the territories of the self.
| type | research exposition |
|---|---|
| keywords | self-reflective practice, sensual journalism, farming, explorative action research, Poetic Research, violence, animal studies, seeds, substance exploration, Bachelor Photography |
| date | 04/07/2023 |
| published | 21/05/2025 |
| last modified | 21/05/2025 |
| status | published |
| share status | shared with registered RC users |
| affiliation | Royal Academy of Art, The Hague |
| copyright | Lotus Rosalina Hebbing |
| license | All rights reserved |
| language | English |
| url | https://www.researchcatalogue.net/view/2225871/2225870 |
| published in | Royal Academy of Art, The Hague |
| portal issue | 1. Publications 2023 |
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