V.III Despair
"Restless in thought, disturbed in mind"
Walter Charleton
"Art. 34,
The Motions in Desperation.
This Fear, when it excludes all hope of evasion, degenerateth into the most cruel of all passions, Desperation. Which though by exhibiting the thing desired as impossible, it wholly extinguishes desire, which is never carried out but to things apprehended as possible: yet it so afflicts the Soul, that she preserving in her Constriction, either though absolute despondency yields up herself as overcome, and remains half-extinct and entombed in the body; or driven into confusion and neglect of all things, contracts a deep Melancholy, or flyers out into a furious Madness ; in both cases, seeking to put an end to her misery by destroying herself."1
Charles Le Brun
"Extreme Despair can be shown by a man grinding his teeth, foaming at the mouth, and biting his lips, having his forehead furrowed with vertical folds, his eyebrows drawn down over his eyes, and strongly contracted towards the nose. His eyes will be burning and full of blood, the pupils rolling and hidden now by the upper lid, now by the lower, sparkling and restless. His eyelids will be swollen and livid, the nostrils large, open and raised up, the end of the nose drawn down, and the muscles and tendons of these parts very swollen, as wil be all the veins and nerves of the forehead, temples and parts of the face. The upper part of the cheeks will appear fat and prominent, but they will be drawn in about the jaws; the mouth will be open and very much drawn back with the corners more open than the middle, the underlip full and turned out, and livid like the rest of the face. The hair will stand on end."2
A SHORT REFLECTION ON EMBODYING DESPAIR
In search of a feeling of Despair in myself, I interpreted Charleton's complex description as a feeling of deep helplessness. I experienced a sensation of going from frozen fear to extreme Desperation, which corresponded to Charleton and Vandenhoff's descriptions. The fact that Charleton uses the word Madness to describe a possible development of the passion, made me create the narrative of a character who slowly realizes that she is going mad, and has lost all control of her mind. The flow of emotion that I felt in reciting was very hard to transfer to song, therefore, I added movement to aid my airflow and availability. This I will explain further in the Observations and Solutions part of the exposition.
I also treated the rythm more freely in this phrase, as the bass only keeps one chord,and therefore allows for more freedom.
Footnotes:
1: Charleton 1701,pp. 124-125
2: LeBrun 1698, translated in: Montagu 1994, pp. 138-9