Research Catalogue

50 A3 drawings black and coloured markers, including: 3 A3 collages on paper with newspaper cutouts and printed photos. 12 A4 drawings on paper with coloured markers, glued on A3 paper + 1 A3 with black ballpoint pen and markers, glued on A3 paper. 13 A3 drawings on paper with black marker, and red, pale blue, gold, pink and orange markers +1 A3 two-sided. 17 A3 drawings on paper with coloured markers. 1 drawing on sketchbook cover with red nail polish. 1 text drawing on sketchbook cover inside. 1 drawing on sketchbook cover back inside with black, orange and gold markers. 22 A4 drawings with ballpoint pen. 62 pocket sketchbook black marker and ballpoint pen drawings. Some of the above is preparatory work for 4 large prints and 13 paintings. The 12 A4 glued on A3 are preparatory work for a collage on panel. I made the art between 2023-2024, from the perspective of the observer. Most of the research material came out of crime and fraud reports. I started writing the blog afterwards, since the summer of 2024. I adopted the visual vocabulary of the graphic novel, which I partly studied and read a lot about, looking at different graphic artists' work, when I was attending classes at the University of Malmo, Sweden, in 2012, to familiarise myself with elements of game design. Much of this work is, amongst other, about children: how they love, amongst other. I wanted to emphasise that element, by intentionally applying stylistic elements from children's drawings, in a naive and loose architectural composition, using heavily the black marker and stick figures. Adopting this visual approach, I also wanted to evoke a comically sharp, but intimate twist, as commentary, in the British tradition of political satire, to the otherwise dark subject matter. Finally, this artistic style refers to the populist character of actors. The text is written like trip-hop songs: two of the pseudonyms I gave are the artistic names of musicians of colour from the British band "Massive Attack", formed in Bristol. I use heavily popular culture signifiers, names of fictional characters from film, television, music and painting, as reference to actual individuals. Parts of the analysis is inspired by Saul Kripke's interpretation of Wittgenstein's example of mathematical calculation. I used plenty of popular and less popular literary and philosophical references, for the visual art and in the writing. Saul Aaron Kripke was the inventor of the possible worlds philosophical hypothesis, which was seminal for philosophers working in the area of contemporary analytic metaphysics, including the theory of counterparts and the theory of names. He died in 2022. Lauren Berlant was a cultural theorist and gender studies scholar. She died in 2021. The exposition is underpinned by an underlying Marxist interpretation that, in my view, is relevant not just to economists and political philosophers, but also to people working in different sectors of our modern economies of advanced capitalism, such as banking and cybersecurity. In the style of art, as painting, I was inspired by Jean-Michel Basquiat's drawings and paintings, which are laden with input from popular media sources, like jazz music and television, recorded in an automatic and naive drawing manner, turned into abstracted paintings. For Nikos ('Ramadan', 'Julien', "Mr X"), Filip ('Philip'), and Brandon ('Magna') - August, September, and October 2024. For "Daddy G" ('Isaac'), 'Eric' ("Her Man"), 'Prudence' ("'Rachel''s Beau", or "Her Man's alter-ego"), 'Moussa', 'Gaetan', 'Mohammed' ('Onzedouze'), 'Hermando', and 'Nessim' - December 2024, January 2025, May, June, August and September 2025. Four men of colour and seven white men - or, more accurately, four and six, or six and four. Who were also targeted, directly and indirectly. Who are not politicians, except for a current one and a former one, but are doing something political, so they must take good care of what they do. See also exposition "The Loot", under 'Art and Activism Exposed as Research Blog'.

Focaris parte de la conexión entre el fuego y el hogar como espacios de encuentro, protección y transformación. La obra se desarrolla a través de un diálogo entre la expresión individual y el encuentro colectivo, representado por la reunión en torno a una mesa o una hoguera. Cada bailarín expresa su "fuego interno" en solos apoyados por el grupo, generando conexiones y contrastes a través de la coreografía. La narrativa de la obra está construida bajo la estructura del teatro griego, donde el coro acompaña, enfatiza y dialoga con las acciones individuales. La accesibilidad está integrada en la dramaturgia, transformando la LSC, la audiodescripción y los elementos visuales en recursos estéticos.

Preparatory work for art installation, 2016-present. Happening, 2016. Participant's empirical research, including improvised full recorded interview with first generation Albanian immigrants to Greece, images, and thematic text. The research was conducted for the workshop, "Logics of Worlds", inspired by Alain Badiou's work and organised by architect Filippos Oraiopoulos, at Athens School of Fine Art (ASFA), Master of Visual Arts (Marios Spiliopoulos, Giorgios Xiropaides), December 2016. Adopting on own initiative the political approach of Badiou's "L' Organisation Politique", to apply direct intervention for societal problems, including immigration and labour, I used play as a method to facilitate improvised discussions. People share and respond more freely when participating in structured, but playful interactions, such as those a game involves. Albanians speak three languages, Albanian, Italian and, only a few of them, Greek, so I wasn't able to translate parts of the conversation. Avlona is an English now obsolete name for Vlore, an Albanian seaport and former ancient Greek colony Aulon. Albanians came as non-EU refugees in Greece initially in the 1990s, after the fall of communism in their home country. Religion was banned in communist countries; nowadays, Albanian-Muslims consist of 59% of the Albanian demographics, with other religious denominations, such as Christian Catholics, taking smaller percentages of the country's population. The democratisation of Albania began shortly afterwards, in 1994, when Albanians started protesting for political and religious pluralism in their country. At the beginning of the transition period after communism, under the Democratic Party government, Vlore became a port through which smuggling, mainly from Italy, was taking place. Notably, the men I spoke to didn't want to be visualised. Hence, the exposition aims to juxtapose the experimental and the conceptual in the fine arts; and to make the 'invisible' visible. Badiou is also known for his philosophy of metaphysics of the four "truth procedures": Politics, Science, Love and Art. The workshop was slightly interrupted by a performing arts student, who brought a live hen to slaughter in the studio. This can be taken as a metaphor for scapegoating non-EU refugees, by symbolically re-assigning the gender of male, or female persons, who are not non-EU refugees. I don't have any personal or other familial connections with Albania - or Kosovo, or North Macedonia, which are both former Yugoslavian countries; all the nationalities, including Albanian, shown on fifteen (15) fake non-EU passports, used illegally in the UK from 2013 and 2014, until 2023. I had never even visited those countries before the summer of 2024. I found out those countries are a completely different world, as ex-communist countries. For instance, in Albania, they only have state television, they don't sell Western music, they rarely play it in bars that most close at midnight, even in the summer on the coast. The 2016 ASFA project was for the purpose of researching and documenting, in an artistic and ethnographic manner, the refugee and immigration crisis, as I experienced it in my native Greece, as well as to voice my opinions on this topic, from my perspective as a native Greek. I spoke to non-EU economic refugees, who must not be confused with political asylum seekers: those are people who encounter persecution for political and ideological reasons from their countries of origin and citizenship; unlike illegal or legal economic immigrants, such as the men I spoke to, who immigrate purely for economic reasons. Albania, Kosovo, and North Macedonia, all the nationalities on the fake non-EU passports, including Albanian, used in the UK successively, from 2013 and 2014 until 2023, when they were cancelled by the UK Home Office and were settled between relevant international governments, are non-EU countries. Greece, my native, my parents' and grandparents' native, has been in the EU since 1981. I have also been a British national, by naturalisation, since 2011, for the purpose of voting and for political participation in the UK, where I have spent most of my adult life. Paradoxically - or not so paradoxically, because I had also been investigating this case - the project's political outcome, since 2020 and 2023, was that three fictitious "daughters" of mine had been on the Met police's databases, as born in 2007, 2002 and 2001, Italian and Albanian, later on 'transformed' into Greek, French and Spanish, female sex offenders; as well as two fictitious Albanian "sons" of mine, both thugs, supposedly born in 2003 and 2004, on the National Police's databases. This was the case until recently, until summer 2024 and 2025, making it a total of six (6) and five (5), as well as two (2), with the latter also corrected in the summer of 2025. Based on counterfactual thinking, when we hypothesise with false antecedents, supposedly, I must had given birth to a daughter, of an unknown father, in Albania, 2001, 2002 and 2007: the "prostitutes"! Likewise, with the counterfactual thinking about me supposedly giving birth to two "schizophrenic" sons, Panagiotis Nigiannis, both, Albanians, born in Albania: 2003 and 2004! Let alone the son from Kosovo, born in 2009, in Kosovo! All of unknown fathers, because children take their father's surname, pointing at a sheer smear campaign of impossibility against myself. The above is NOT believable, because I had not even been to Albania or Kosovo, before the summer of 2024, while I don't even know whether someone just being born in Albania or Kosovo automatically qualifies them for that citizenship. Even that wouldn't be possible, because I don't have Albanian or Kosovo nationality myself and I have never lived in those, or any, former Soviet Union countries, including Macedonia. The above simply reflects Golden Dawn's, the BNP's (the XRW UK component), the NRM's, and others', bizarre cultural "imagination", with regards to Albanians and Kosovo-Albanian citizens, scapegoating them, for the explicit purpose of causing me a serious case of digital identity fraud, tied in with a Golden Dawn known crime, the assassination of Greek left-wing, anti-fascist rapper Pavlos Fyssas, aka Killah P. Even as we speak, the 2020 police files were corrected with the persons' legal details since September 2024; however the relevant databases were updated and cleared in the summer of 2025. What were the reasons? Also, as far as the 2023 records are concerned, which were created when I was living in London and the fraud case first became known to me and others. Saying the above, it hadn't crossed their minds that it's not possible to have more than three citizenship, which is also dependent on the countries of citizenship. I only have two. Factually speaking, in 2002, I was living in Athens, Greece, where I was born, engaged to be married to my former husband, a Greek left-wing native, while I was working at MOB (Mauve) Architects, as an architect designer, with an international cohort of colleagues. I got married in 2003. I lived in Athens until 2004, where I also worked for R.C.Tech architects. In 2001 and the period after 2004, I lived in the UK, working as an architect and in higher education, as a university lecturer. I don't have children. Women go through nine months of pregnancy, with medical records of pregnancy, before going into child birth. I gained my first practical experience as an architect in the UK, working in private architectural practice from 1999 until 2002. I didn't have children. The police files (2018X2, 2020X2, 2023X1), created with fake IDs, were finally corrected by September 2024, including records of falsely alleged children of mine born between 2002 and 2004, when I lived and worked in my native Greece. The police databases with the fake Italian DLs were "corrected" by early spring 2025, only to be replaced with fake records input with three more fake passports: a fake Spanish (b. 2001), circulated in France, Belgium and the UK, and a fake French (b. 2002), circulated in the UK, in France and possibly in Spain. What were the reasons and why was the Met "misbehaving"? And what has happened with the (2023X1) police files of a trafficked (pre-)teen, like the above? The fake records with the fake Italian DLs were replaced by fake records again with a fake Greek passport (b. 2007), in the same name again, my name known as (aka), Betty Nigianni. A total of despicable five (5) years! Notably, in 2007, I was living in London since 2005, working as an EU/Greek university lecturer, renting privately. When the G20 summit demonstrations took place in London, in 2009, with the known criminal case of the death of Ian Tomlison by a police officer, named Simon Harwood, the journalist Paul Lewis - who has also interviewed and challenged Steve Bannon - conducted the investigation and Sir Keir Starmer was the prosecutor. No, I didn't give birth to a child called "Chrysanthi Nigianni", Macedonian or Albanian; neither a "Panagiotis Nigiannis" from Kosovo in 2009: there are simply NO children in my medical records in 2007 or 2009. By that time, I had lived in the UK since 2005, working as an EU/Greek lecturer at the University of East London, where I was also known as Betty Nigianni (aka), by my students and colleagues. I never participated in any public demonstrations in the UK. Nevertheless, I have attended demonstrations in my native Greece and, in 2019, in the Netherlands, without ever having any interactions with police. It is not uncommon for politically minded cultural producers and left-wing academics, to participate peacefully in public demonstrations about causes they support, such as anti-racism, anti-capitalism, anti-austerity, environmentalism, and the nuclear arms disarmament. This is also the tradition and political legacy of the so-called "other Greek left", who are cooperative with all sorts of people, on mutual agreement that some things are given to all, such as security and liberty, and should be safeguarded in civil and democratic societies. There are no children in my medical records, which would include pregnancies, during the whole time I have lived in the UK, which is a total of seventeen years, plus: twelve of those being a British citizen. Greek children (Italian, Albanian, French, Spanish, whatever, almost all children, besides those of British parents, who take whatever name) take their father's surname; fathers are also almost always tracked. Greeks don't have many (or any) children; they're suffering from a shrinking population for economic reasons, despite being in the EU since 1981. Above all, that has been an offensive hate campaign against someone like myself, who has never been a mother, but cares about children and young people. Following on the above, because aspects of the propagandistic rhetoric aim to instill fear of immigrants, EU nationality supersedes all non-EU nationalities. This means that EU nationals simply CANNOT be non-EU immigrants; or, even worse, so-called non-EU refugees, meaning illegal immigrants, who go to the UK and other EU countries in boats and are summoned at the border. NO ONE CAN HAVE FOUR NATIONALITIES, like one of the lot, also a mother, was purporting, because she had four fake passports with four different nationalities: two non-EU and two EU, including Greek. My concerns about serious international organised criminal activity, not even honouring children's and teens' basic rights, were reported and confirmed by the Greek, Scandinavian (though some are lagging behind, mainly in Sweden) and Albanian state authorities, as evidenced in documents that I made part of this exposition. The British authorities have been lagging behind for a long time; intentionally, with their impossible, unverified and unsupported by evidence, "stories", bashing the left and the liberals, or whatever is left of them, as well as whoever is decent, whatever has been left of that, too. The Greek police confirmed in 2024 that all claims about children of mine, also between 2002 and 2004 when I lived in my native Greece, have been dismissed, including false claims about myself having a child with Loucas Papadimos (recently flipped to the father being Keir Starmer and that had flipped to another, my suspected "Beau"); they just wanted to know what details of mine had been stolen. The Greek Golden Dawn - with their "Big Idea" ('Megali Idea") of conquering foreign, neighbouring to Greece, countries, like North Macedonia and the Southern part of Albania, as well as their chronic attacks on immigrants and refugees in Greece - was convicted as a criminal organisation in October 2020, after a five-year long public prosecution, which started in 2015, with the then left-wing SYRIZA government, while it was concluded in autumn 2020, under the 2019 elected New Democracy government. With regards to the Greek, centre-left SYRIZA party, as it was led by Alexis Tsipras, I note that Zoe Konstantopoulou, a lawyer and former speaker of the Hellenic Parliament, as well as responsible for the justice, transparency and human rights brief for SYRIZA, compiled the "Black Book of Shame", a case study of Greek political and financial scandals, between 2012 and 2014. Golden Dawn invented the 'concept' of the "Real Greek", dependent on any Greek's political orientation, which is not an ancestry or race root; it's just ideology. A grotesque and perverted manifestation of their view of 'Greekness' was the 22nd fake passport, which was, in fact, a FAKE Greek passport, in my deceased mother's name, for someone born in 1976, found in 2025, but used in the UK since 2022, as well as abroad, where it was found. Needless to say, the Greek race is a separate, one of the most ancient races, but they have become intermixed, over the centuries, like other ancient races, because of population movements, due to war, primarily in the past, and in modern times, due to immigration. The modern Greeks still have distinctive cultural characteristics, such as the Greek language and the Greek Orthodox religion, which sustained the Greeks during the four centuries of Ottoman occupation. People may also find distinct to other Mediterranean people Greek racial characteristics that have survived over the centuries. Based on a twisted notion of the "Real Greek", connected with political ideology, not race or cultural characteristics, Golden Dawn digs up their target's ancestry. In my case, covering three generations, there are seven (7) Greek ancestors on my father's side, plus one (1), who was an Italian ancestor, my father's grandfather, with the first name Gianni, surname unknown; and eight (8) Greek ancestors on my mother's side. All the Greek ancestors were Christian Orthodox; I do not know about the Italian ancestor, whether he might have been an Italian Jew, since they were persecuted by Italian Catholics at the time my ancestor moved to Greece from the North of Italy and became Hellenicised. Golden Dawn has been losing their sixty-seven (67) appeals and early releases, because of my international work that was very risky, due to the organised crime methods followed in this case and all of Golden Dawn's criminal cases. The pairs: "Panagiotis (Nigiannis)" (b.2003) - "Betty (Nigianni)" (b. 2001); and "Panagiotis" (b. 2004) - "Betty" (b. 2002); were resolved with the local government in Southampton and in Hackney, London, respectively, as well as in Camden and Haringey, London, just recently, spring and summer 2025. This means there are no local government records, including council tax, housing, and social security, records in any of the above names and ages. I note that the two "Betty" supposedly born in 2001 and 2002, as well as the two "Panagiotis", supposedly born in 2003, were adults, 17+, in 2020. With regards to the supposed "Panagiotis", born in 2004, who would be -17 in 2020. In 2021, the previous tax year to 2022, when someone did money laundering into my bank account, none of those would be -17 years old, which is the age threshold for those considered children, whose parents might collect child benefit in the UK. Four more fake passports were found spring till summer 2025: a fake Greek with the fake details Eleni Nigianni, born 1976; a fake Greek with the fake details Betty Nigianni, born 2007; a fake Spanish with the fake details Betty Nigianni, born 2001; and a fake French with the fake details Betty Nigianni, born 2002. Criminals made these last four fake passports in 2022, to be used in the UK, but they were also used abroad, after 2023. The conversation included in this exposition took place during the period Golden Dawn was prosecuted in the Greek High Courts of Justice (Areios Pagos). I was living in Athens at the time, from the summer of 2015 and remained in Athens until 2017, during the period of the second SYRIZA government, elected previously for the first time in Greek politics, which was historic on its own. Despite the fact that they were frightened, many non-EU immigrants to Greece provided testimonies in the courts during that same period. Manolis Glezos was the only Greek politician, who went to visit Magda Fyssa, Pavlos' mother, a simple seamstress, in the Greek courts. For Pavlos Fyssas, aka Killah P; assassinated at age 34. For Alain Badiou, a communist-Maoist political philosopher, and the OP. For the abducted Albanian and of Albanian ethnicity immigrants. For the Italian and Greek abducted. For Michalis Katsouris; assassinated at age 29. For the "Other Greek Left". For Chantal Akerman, Belgian citizen of Polish-Jewish origins, deceased 2015 in Paris, France. In chronological order, as events and information unravelled with regards to the investigation, I would like to thank as follows. Thanks to the Albanian embassy in London, the General Directorate of the State's Police in Tirane: some still call it "communist" police, though I must admit I didn't liaise with any Albanian police officers that appeared remotely communist - in my view, it's just not neo-liberalised - as well as the Durres police, mentioning I am not tax subject in Albania, and the Durres prosecutor, who took my case in autumn 2024. Thanks to Edi Rama and his Socialist Party, a coalition of left-wing parties, government, for all the work that was done in the summer of 2024, during my first ever visit to Albania; they offered me an informal political asylum, based on my case that Rama's government found critical. Thanks to the Norwegian Labour Party of Jonas Ghar Store and left-wing coalition government; they offered me formal political asylum, though abruptly terminated in two months, as well as a settlement with my Greek passport, since Norway is in the Schengen area. Most importantly, they settled financially four fake Albanian passports, for two adult males and two boys, with Albania in 2024. Thanks to Skopje police and Prishtine police; as well as to the newly elected, after my visit in July 2024, Socialist Party in North Macedonia. Thanks to the Italian police at Bari. Previous and complementary to the above, thanks to the Greek police chief, Marinos Stagakis, and the Greek police organised crime division, specifically Ioannis Papakostas, who spoke to me on the phone in the summer of 2022, offering a starting point. Thanks to the Swedish London embassy and the Norwegian London embassy that confirmed the identified and reported NRM male membership in 2023. Thanks to the US London embassy that came in later, in the summer of 2024: all the work probably has finished by the summer of 2025, although counterfeit were removed based on UK domestic and international intelligence in spring 2025. I believe the Chantal Akerman connection to the case is a further link to the US, where the late filmmaker lived and worked as an academic; this can be investigated further. Thanks to the Oslo Greek embassy, autumn 2024, for handling my application for my new Greek passport within a short time frame. Thanks to the French police, autumn 2024. THANKS to the Swedish police, autumn 2024 and spring 2025. Warmest thanks to the French police in Paris, 5 and 6 arrondisements, April 2025, with an English speaking police officer, and update in May 2025 at the same police station, with a police officer who used Google translate to communicate with me; as well as for producing five reports for the identity fraud case, with the use of fake passports also for the eleven forgeries and the insurance falsification until July 2025: they have been very accomodating. On the other hand, Gare du Nord police was disappointing with the robbery of my blue Nike rucksack and new used laptop in a Samsonite laptop bag, as well as my first phone stolen, partly because they don't speak English and were getting facts wrongly - and despite the fact that I visited the 5 and 6 arrondisement police station on 11 May holding precisely those two bags; saying this, six times personal things of mine were stolen in Paris, with the 18th artondisement being also twice very accomodating. By extension, thanks to Emmanuel Macron's government, though he became engaged with the case quite late, in 2025, but the reaction to fake identities, and specifically the fake French passport, was prompt. Thanks to the Spanish police for taking notes about the fake Spanish passport in the summer of 2025. And, by extension, thanks to Pedro Sanchez's left-wing coalition government with Podemos, again for their prompt reaction to the fake Spanish passport. The Belgian government has offered a ground of neutrality, as much as possible, and tolerance, for the resolution of the case, also following international law and the rule of law. Finally, thanks to the exceptionally few (counting on one hand) Met police officers, who have been trying to figure it out, as well as those British, such as the current British prime minister, Keir Starmer, since 2023, which is when I first got to know of him, by researching his profile online - special thanks, since we have never met, however his work has not finished yet, having inherited three years at least of inefficient, stop-and-start, public administration, or, better put, governmental malfeasance, which shouldn't be continued: it comes with a moral and political cost. Other British, working behind the scenes for the last three or more years; some are more or less flawless, keep it up. More recently, thanks to others, international, from Albania, Germany, Sweden, Norway, Belgium, Netherlands; and mostly from France, their input has been invaluable. It would not have been possible without them all. It has been a long process with many obstacles along the way, seemingly insurmountable, but as proven not. This hasn't finished yet, but I am more than optimistic there will be an end and conclusive completion. For peace and for safeguarding democracy and everything that comes with it. Investigatory research on Golden Dawn and international affiliates, with legal and political activism, surrounded by artworks, 2016-2025. The text is written like a very long rap song. References: Fred C. Abrahams, "Modern Albania: From Dictatorship to Democracy in Europe", New York: New York University Press, 2015. Kyriakos Katzourakis, "O Dromos Pros Ti Dysi" (The Way to the West), 2001. Counterextremism Project, "Violent, Right-wing Extremism and Terrorism - Transnational Connectivity, Definitions, Incidents, Structures and Countermeasures", November 2020, available online. Barry Cox, John Shirley and Martin Short, "The Fall of Scotland Yard", London: Penguin Books, 1977. Havard Bustnes, "Golden Dawn Girls" ("Hatets Vugge", "Hate's Cradle"), 2017: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7690522/ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Ian_Tomlinson https://www.ojp.gov/ncjrs/virtual-library/abstracts/satanic-beliefs-criminal-actions https://www.middlebury.edu/institute/ctec-publications-0/dangerous-organizations-and-bad-actors-nordic-resistance-movement See also exposition "The Loot", under 'Art and Activism Exposed as Research Blog'.

This artistic doctoral research approaches art, not as a variety of artworks or performances, but as a variety of collective bodies that are summoned. It addresses the subordinate and complicit way collective audience bodies form in relation to artistic performances. The commentary introduces the concept of an “audience body”, emerging when individual bodies gather to become an audience. Audience bodies are described through preconditions that are needed for one to appear, conditions that contribute to its subsistence and variables that determine the primary qualities and the degree of actuality of that audience body. More specifically, the commentary addresses the local genre of “esitystaide”, developed especially in the Helsinki-area during the last 30 years. Neologism “beforemance art” is introduced due to a lack of an English equivalent. Esitystaide/beforemance art is the artistic context of this study and is presented as a genre of art, in which the complicity of audience bodies is a fundamental material of artistic creation. The Finnish word “esitys”, being the medium of the genre of esitystaide, is defined as the sum of a performance and an audience body. The theoretical approach towards audience bodies is presented as impartial with regard to different genres of art, but the practice of research favours esitystaide/beforemance art. This leads to political conclusions that defend the exposed complicity of and the experimental relation to audience bodies which are characteristic for this specific genre. This theoretical argumentation has been developed through an iterative series of 30 drafts and two examined artistic parts, made by the author, as well as through a parapractice of audience membership. The drafts and examined parts are works of esitystaide/beforemance art, in which printed or digital texts are staged in different ways for audiences to read. The works and the thinking developed in them have been significantly affected by dialogues with audience members and their feedback. The commentary discloses how the process of thinking, resulting in the main arguments of the work, has evolved through this artistic research practice and how temporal, spatial, textual and material design of the events has been developed to address more adequately the phenomenon of an audience body. The parapractice of audience membership is introduced as a term describing the attendance of artworks made by others—a way of accumulating knowledge parallel to and yet different from practicing art. The arguments made in the commentary aim to provide conceptual tools for artists, scholars and pedagogues who attend the phenomenon of audience in their work. They can also serve as a basis for further research on the political significance of esitystaide/beforemance art and related art forms. Methodologically, the research offers an example of an iterative and dialogical artistic research practice and its presentation; the relationship between art and theory unfolds as both fruitful and troubled. Through the introduction of the parapractice of audience membership, it argues for using art, equally to the use of bibliographical materials, as reference material of artistic research. Through the use of a Finnish term and its local context as part of concept-creation in English, the work defends the importance of local thinking, which links artistic research to the land upon which it takes form.

This project was born from an old discomfort, but only found form when the body — finally — began to speak. A body that, for years, was shaped by obedience, guilt, and restraint. A body that served more to please than to exist. The Body That Never Was is not merely a visual installation. It is a passage. Each frame carries fragments of a story interrupted, silenced, violated — but once told, it becomes a material of resistance. These pieces are not illustrations of pain. They are gestures of defiance. They are symbolic bodies constructed from layers of memory, lived experiences, open wounds, and poorly healed scars. Within them, there are traces of abandonment, escape, abuse, and the absence of protection. But there is also something else: the impulse to persist. The project arises from deeply personal stories, yet it offers a mirror in which other women may recognise their own paths — without fear, without shame, without the guilt inherited from centuries of silence. Here, art does not seek to console. It seeks to expose what was hidden, to name what was smothered, and to open space for other possible forms of existence. More than a healing process, this project is a rite of insurgency against the mechanisms that perpetuate pain as destiny. Here, the wounded matter rises as discourse.

On drawing as a practice of the in-between in the sense of the Japanese concept ma. Using the Sketch&Draw method, it is shown that drawing is neither mere representation nor pure invention, but a dialogical process between perception, memory, hand, and world. Neuroscientific models such as Predictive Coding demonstrate that each line is a proposal by the brain of how the world might be, which is then fed back and refined in the process of drawing. The hand appears not as a mere tool, but as a thinking organ, tightly coupled with perception and memory. Referring to Mihály Csíkszentmihályi’s theory of Flow, it is shown that the immediacy of hand drawing – in contrast to digital procedures – is decisive for entering a state in which perception and action seamlessly merge. Philosophical perspectives from Maurice Merleau-Ponty and Tim Ingold highlight that the line is not merely a boundary, but a resonance space in which the invisible can become manifest. Drawing thus proves to be a process of knowledge, one that unfolds slowly, comparable to a species-rich meadow: unplannable, yet not random. In the in-between of world and subject, line and gaze, a form of knowledge emerges that can be understood as Intelligens – a creative third way beyond control and helplessness.